- 2025-08-05
- āWhat does it mean to be in ORI?ā (Open Question)
- Note - this is a document of me thinking stuff through, so if I say something dumb, I may make progress on it a bit further down the document!
- E.g. right now the final section is called āOk Iāve been on a walk and I think iāve been being dumbā
- I havenāt really thought about ORI recently, but Iām in the Discord and poke my head in sometimes (mostly to marvel about how out of the loop I am, lol)
Phases of my involvement in ORI
Phase 1 ā copying Defenderās path
- I initially got into it just by reading Defenderās post on how he learned to think
- I wrote about it here ā āLearning to think the Defender of Basic way - Oh god thereās someone else like meā ā about how excited I was to find someone who said that they "learned to think" at 30
- Initially, I copied him ā āDefender says that what you should do is have conversations with people on Twitter with an alt, so you can learn more about them and the worldā
- See e.g. Day 1 of trying to engage people on twitter via alt account
Phase 2 ā elucidating my open questions
- āOh wait, Iām applying what worked for Defender, but I donāt have the same open questions that he hadā
- His obsession was something like āwhy donāt people agree?ā or āwhy donāt people realise that weāve figured stuff outā or something, I forget exactly what
- So, creating an alt and engaging with people in good faith, to figure out their world view etc, solved a problem for him
- But, I have no interest in this stuff!
- So, phase 2 became the phase of elucidating my own open questions, and they came pretty quick!
- Itās crazy to think that before this, this isnāt what I was doing. I was doing stuff like learning about John Boyd, doing Math Academy, because⦠itāll educate me⦠it might be useful one day.. etc ā rather than asking āwhat are my current burning questionsā
Why had I never (explicitly) elucidated my open questions, until ORI?
- Partly it may have been a feeling of intractability ā āobviously Iām not gonna read a book about how to fix my exact family, clearly itās not something I can solveā.
- Too much looking outside, thinking that the knowledge is out there somewhere
- A feeling of overwhelm, a blind spot (always looking outside, meaning you never introspect ā your problems become āugh fieldsā, and youāll never stumble across them, because youāre never looking where they are)
- The streetlight effect
Phase 3 (not begun, and the profundity has not āclickedā yet)
- Post-walk Alex - perhaps phase 3 is āsoberly work on your problems, realising that they are probably solved, that theyāre not intractable, that you can ask the universe for help
- Defender has messaged a few times about cultural engineering, and obviously open memetics is like, his whole thing
- So far, it hasnāt clicked for me how this could be relevant for me. But there is obviously strong evidence that thereās a āthereā there
- So yeah, heās messaged me sometimes about cultural engineering stuff, but itās never resonated with me.
- Feels abstract, and like⦠Iām not worried about propaganda and dark memetics atm, Iām trying to solve my burning problems (e.g., what do I do about my family, how do I make money) - worldly shit?
- Iām kinda the resident normie in the ORI Discord server, and itās a role that has a fair amount of resistance
- The (in my eyes) slightly schizo people are having a great time, saying a bunch of (to me) mostly incoherent shit, seemingly at the cutting edge of various things (e.g. āreality is informationā). They seem to think theyāre gonna make loads of money from this kinda stuff, somehow, soonish
- Vs Iām here trying to figure out how to ruminate less about my family, how I should make money, etc
- Defender has messaged a few times like ādoes cultural engineering resonate with youā, and āhave you tried sharing your writings with people, tweeting your open questions?ā
- The main threads that are alive for me currently
- āOh man Iām such a normie compared to the people in the Discordā vs ādestigmatise being dumbā
- āOh man my concerns are so like quotidian/worldly/non-scalableā (e.g., thinking about my family rather than like, shaping culture or whatever the hell) vs ānormies are useful because⦠itās useful to have people around who are grounded⦠etc?ā
- āThe things Iām trying to do havenāt been solvedā (?)
Investigating phase 3 stuff
1. Attention markets & engineering culture
- DoB sent this post to me (How attention markets work) and asked if it resonates at all
Then I said
āthe post doesnāt resonate much beyond an initial āoh, this sounds like a cool way for me to discover new exciting cutting-edge stuff like blowtorch theory and observer theory!āā
ābut just from a like, ālayperson who likes to read about potentially cutting edge stuffā POVā
nothing about āintentionally engineering cultureā has resonated with me to perhaps thatās enough signal that iām just not there atm
My lack of excitement about engineering culture as a failure on DoBās part
- What Defender said:
- āI take this as a failure on my partā
- āI tried to answer this here:ā
(A) ā ādark memeticsā
- but TL;DR itās that at least some % of everything you know is engineered, not true (including politics, but also history, and science).
- The goal is to learn enough about how propaganda works to have a fighting chance at making sense of the world/for all of us to be less manipulable
(B) ā āyour problems are solved problems, you just donāt realiseā
- I think the selling point I was trying to articulate is like, most problems in our world today already have solutions, but the environment is too noisy, so we donāt hear about them, and so they donāt get done
- āļø thatās an insane claim right? most people donāt believe it.
- Because if itās true then it means most effort, most grants, are wasted money.
- People spend millions of dollars and thousands of man hours trying to solve problems that already solved, just that none one is paying attention and, that random people in society can fix this problem.
- Just by learning to cut through the noise, to find something true & amplify it
2. Attention markets and engineering culture doesnāt feel relevant?
- So initial gut sense is something like, āfor the problems that Iām trying to solve, there arenāt solutions that I can just like, plug-and-play, because I still have to be the one to like, do the thing"
"Social sciencesā-type stuff vs hard science-type stuff?
- E.g., is it true that the culture has already solved how to help my family?
- And I just need to get better at prompting the universe, remembering that Iām a cell inside an organism? ORI idea - the universe (youāre a cell inside an organism)
- (I guess me writing this up and sending it the the ORI discord and DMing it to Defender is an instance of me contacting other cells in the organism!)
- It seems like the human condition that no one agrees on this stuff, that there are no universal quick fixes, itās hermeneutics all the way down, thereās no foundation to grasp onto, etc
- Or is something like ālearn about family systems theory, convince family to go to therapy, iterate from thereā as good at it gets, and still requires a lot of work from me?
- Or perhaps someone has āsolvedā it and itās a different thing, itās ādude donāt even bother with family therapy, you canāt change other people, you just need to do 1000 hours of metta meditationā or something
- āļø data-point for this that I just saw
- Or ādude DFW has already provided the road map in This is Waterā
- What āThis is Waterā means to me
- And I just need to get better at prompting the universe, remembering that Iām a cell inside an organism? ORI idea - the universe (youāre a cell inside an organism)
- This is why I'm skeptical re: fixes about this kind of thing - it seems very person-dependent.
- Like, maybe there is frontier knowledge that solves problems in maths or something, but my very quotidian everyday concerns feel much more akin to the social sciences or psychology or something - no āreal answersā, no concrete truths, etc
- But, maybe Iām just not realising that these things are in fact solved, itās just not commonly known?
- E.g., maybe there actually are very easy fixes here, like ādude, stop trying to change your family, move into an intentional communityā. Idk
- Like, if Iām trying to figure out some shit like Observer Theory, letās say, then if I āpost into the voidā enough, someone may reply like āoh shit this other person is working on this too!ā and then we work on it together, we progress the theory, we predict things (e.g. what Blowtorch Theory did), and we⦠monetise it or some shit
- Vs it feels at least intuitively like something as specific as family stuff wonāt have a similar kind of āfeedback loopā?
- Like, someone else with the same family setup as me
- (But then, maybe all people, all families are actually very similar? Like, ācomplex adaptive systemsā vibes - complex emergent properties arising from very simple local rules? Maybe Iām totally wrong that a family is more complex than like, Observer Theory, lol. May be incredibly myopic. Maybe this is way simpler than Iām imagining?)
- Like, someone else with the same family setup as me
- Like, maybe there is frontier knowledge that solves problems in maths or something, but my very quotidian everyday concerns feel much more akin to the social sciences or psychology or something - no āreal answersā, no concrete truths, etc
Maybe Iām being dumb and forgetting how to think
- Iām acting like ādonāt you get it, my open questions are unknowable!ā. āI canāt tweet about this because no one can answer this for me, I have to figure it out myself!ā
- Vs approaching them like a scientist ā making predictions, running experiments, etc. Collaboratingā¦
- (Still feels unlikely that people would want to collaborate with me on this stuff, vs e.g. āletās pontificate on Observer Theory togetherā)
- I wonder if the stuff Iām working on, because itās so quite emotive and personal (how do I make money, what do I do about my family, how do I think better) ā maybe I've been in a bit too like, blended with the anxiety and overwhelm, rather than zooming out and being like "ok, scientist mode, let's go"
- Below, Defender actually asks me how I handle rationalising without letting emotions get in the way. Iāll denote in blue font. I wonder if heās pointing at the same thing
- So maybe phase 3 is something like getting more scientific, a more neutral observer? Idk
Like, what am I trying to solve?
- āHow can I improve my ability to think?ā (Parent Page)
- If there was someone smart in my life who could peer into my brain and say like āyes, youāre already a good thinker, you can pause thisā, or like āoh dude, itās crazy that you donāt know [topic], you gotta rectify that ASAPā, thatād be greatā¦
- Iām paying a philosophy/ethics tutor
- āHow can I change how to orient to my family?ā (Open Question)
- See the above re: how this feels very difficult to āsolveā like an exact science? (I may be wrong)
- āHow should I make money?ā (Open Question)
- As far as I can tell, this is something that is very personal (because it relates to my personal interests, personality type, need to find projects that are super alive for me and aligned with my āmissionā or āgiftsā, whilst also paying), and thus isnāt something that has already been solved by the culture?
- Unless e.g. Iām believing false propaganda here
- Creating things (parent page)
- This is a new one, not many writeups on it yet, but Iāve been deeply, autistically passionate about various things in my life, and like, idk what to do with the knowledge/passion
- On connecting with people more
- Gut sense is āgroup house in London with my good friend Simmo and some other people we can rustle upā
Ok, but so obviously DoB thinks that cultural engineering is relevant to me?
- Is that because:
- He sees that my āproblemsā are fake? Downstream of ādark memeticsā?
- E.g., thereās the schizoposter āCrayonā who would probably say something like āthe society you think you live in no longer existsā, etc. Like, all my problems are downstream of me believing in the importance of stuff that hasnāt really mattered for a few decades, like⦠having a conventional full time job etc, idk.
- Some meta-crisis thinker has a similar quote of like āweāre all living in a world that no longer existsā
- Maybe instead of doing object-level stuff, shift the culture and your problems go away?
- But of course, object-level, worldly concerns feel more pressing and possibly tractable than like, āletās shift the Overton window, and donāt you realise, this is all fake anywayā, etc, idk
- Or, is it because heās saying that my problems are solved, and I just need to āprobe the universeā better?
- ORI idea - the universe (youāre a cell inside an organism)
- However, I only have ~150 twitter followers, itās hard to probe š
- ORI idea - Problems are actually already solved
- He can see that Iām not thinking things through all the way ā Iām getting stuck in overwhelm mode, acting as if things are intractable and unknowable, rather than approaching things as a scientist?
- He sees that my āproblemsā are fake? Downstream of ādark memeticsā?
Other
DoB looking at my open questions
Getting better at thinking
- for the question of āgetting better at thinkingā,
- where does the role of emotions/intuition fall for you in the pursuit of truth?
- Like, do you have a way to not let āemotions get in the way of your rational processingā?
- Honestly, no, Iām not great at preventing emotions from getting in the way of rational processing
- But this⦠feels like a good thing to me? Like, not being a disembodied, alexithmic, left-hemisphere-captured rationalist
- E.g., I wrote up a thing about whether I should go to a friendās bday thing in a different country, and the writeup (and the Guesstimate model I made, lol) clearly showed that going was a good idea. But I even after the rational writing up and weighing up options etc, it still just felt like a ānoā in my body, so I trusted that, which felt good
- Note ā now Iāve written more, Iām wondering if my emotions have been blocking me making progress, by making my open questions feel intractable?
- Honestly, no, Iām not great at preventing emotions from getting in the way of rational processing
New job
- New job
- Iām also curious how your (potential) new job is going, but also understand if you donāt want to reflect on that publicly- It feels too early to say anything too definitive yet - today was my 7th work day. Itās been ok - itās not thrilling, itās not terrible. I may be able to make it better, or there may be key incompatibilities, Iām still trying to figure this out⦠could for sure say more privately
- Thereās a sense of not wanting to be an internal operations person, feels bad in a few ways
Friendships
- Friendships
- Screenshot from one of my docs:
- have you tweeted this / and or have people in mind that youād like to be in a study group with, and have you tried @ ing them / asking them?- Oh, perhaps my wording was unclear ā these are the things I currently do. Iām also planning a group house for ~October. This feels like a solved problem!
Get better at probing the universe?
- Tweet more? Get over āsmall account aversionā?
- Post more in ORI discord?
- Write up a post on how probing the universe has benefited me so far (already a tiny version of this re: Circumstantial luck page/what it links to)
Ok Iāve been on a walk and I think iāve been being dumb
- Defender of Basic says:
- āHey basically a lot of problems are already solved and itās just not like, known yetā
- āAlso, thereās a lot of propaganda and like, bad epistemics etcā
- And Iām like:
- āAhhh, what does this mean?? does this mean it could be true for my problems?? No, my problems are super niche and intractable and canāt be solved! People havenāt solved my problems before!ā
- Vs Defender is very clearly breadcrumbing me to:
- Most problems are solved problems
- Also most problems are fake
- Also, heās asked me:
- āDo your emotions get in the way of good reasoning ever?ā
- As Iāve felt that my stuff is too complex and intractable to just like, soberly break down, decompose, ask for help, etc
Oh, maybe thatās why the āprediction market but for ideasā thing is good
- Defender shared this with me
- And I guess it, at least in an abstract way, addresses my thing of:
- āEven if someone has solved my problem of āhow do I orient to my familyā, how do I know who solved it, how do I find them, and how do I verify it?ā
- Hypothetical situation
- 100 people post āhow to have a better relationship with your familyā solutions
- 10,000 reputable people check out the 100 solutions, vote on which seem good
- A few particularly reputable people cast their votes, and this skews things even further. āOh shit, I want to go with the solution that Expert Y suggested, because their profile shows that theyāre really good at finding the things that workā
- An then, I experiment with an approach, and āresolveā the question
- "Ok, the highest rated thing was 'treat others as you want to be treated', so I did that for a year and it was great"
- š like, is this me