What is currently stressing me out, that I can change?
What is currently ridiculous in my life
1. Actively stressing me out
Unskillful mind re: ruminating about my family all the time. (I’ve spent the last 1.5 weeks in a Spanish hospital helping my Dad, and he’s been driving me mad, and on the drive to and from the hospital I think about how much he drives me mad, which is not very skillful at all)
Not having a locked-in way to make money that feels safe
I’m working for Outcapped, but it’s an early stage startup
2. Not a source of stress, but silly when I think about it
Stuff that, in the Ignoti nulla cupido way, isn’t stressing me out because I’m used to it either never being a part of my experience, or I have given up on it being part of my experience, implicitly
2a. Not having a significant online platform
🌈 Alex returns to the internet better than ever before 🌈
There’s something here around “I do so much thinking and planning and writing etc, but what actual legible wins do I have under my belt, recently”
Rather than “oh well I set up this digital scrapbook website and it’s given me a new place to think and plan way more”, like “I identified these 5 key things to ship, and shipped them”, you know what I mean