One outcome of this is realising how imprecise my writing has been up until now, how bad I’ve been at constructing logically coherent arguments and models
As such - it is not very clear that the consensus-ism model is a patchwork of stuff, mostly notes that I took when listening to other people, stuff that I didn’t properly ingest and grok and make sense of
As such, I don’t see this model as finalised, ready for sharing or use. I mean, it can be shared, and you can squint at it and maybe vaguely get some of it. But it’s not a polished, neat model with no flaws. It’s profoundly flawed right now. It was written prematurely, by a guy who didn’t know how to spot his own confusion.
June 2025
Hi!
This stuff changed my life (as in, reduced my suffering by ~90%) back in Feb 2024 and I’m finally writing up my notes on it
