I still havenāt got my frickin Twitter account back (!!!) so thought Iād do a quick post here instead:
Iāve been in an interesting āwhat do I make my life about now that Iāve reached the end of my āahhh I have social anxiety and feel bad about myself and priority #1 is figuring out how to fix thatāā arc, and what Iāve landed on right now isĀ āfind creative outlets and be publicly bad at creating stuff for a while whilst honing various skillsā.
So as of ~2 weeks ago Iāve been publishing pretty much >1 video a day, lmao. Turns out Iāve always wanted a creative outlet and have had a backlog of energy??
A few videos:
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Ranking the 23 songs I made in 23 daysĀ ā dude Iāve been so surprised that >250 people have watched this despite it being long. Iām actually legit proud of some of these songs - Iād never made music before!
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The song āViceroyā by Mac DeMarco but he loves rice cakes instead of cigarettesĀ (canāt believe I was the first person to do this)
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A vlog about reading my first ever Harry Potter fan fictionĀ - fun to chat shit about what Iām currently excited about
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Itās been super fun and interesting so far - Iām currently in the āhm ok that was a fun 2 weeks but I feel like Iām plateauing and need to up my skill level in a few thingsā micro-era, so weāll see what comes nextā¦
And also thinking that maybe working at a cafe part time and being ācreativeā for a year could be the move - having a non-screen-based job so that I can be in front of a screen during ācreative timeā, plus have a job that isnāt cerebral and kinda draining but instead sociable and tangibleā¦
Idk, itās a weird era for me, but Iām liking it!
Peace & love
Alex xoxo
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